My kid has just enough for the moment.
The bare minimum and that’s all I can give.
I’m sad.
I’m broken.
I hurt
I’m crying.
I feel guilt and shame right now.
I keep crying.
I know I haven’t taken my meds the last few days.
I’ve been incredibly inconsistent with that.
But I’m lonely.
I just want someone to let me lay my head in their lap as I cry silently and then let me nap the rest of the day.
This is the third time I’ve cried today.
It’s not even 2 pm yet.
How do I find motivation to move?
To do anything but distract myself and do something productive?
I tried to make banana bread today but that was a bust.
Still tastes good but it kinda collapsed on itself.
Feels like me a bit.
Concaved
But still useable
Just a bit yucky looking.
